So, I am done with most of my doctoral work, just the internship and dissertation left. I mean, I know that they are big things, but neither are terribly pressing right now, so no big scary things. I am working and going to meetup groups. It’s practically like a vacation.
Meanwhile…I feel sick. To my stomach. Yesterday I thought it was because I worked out and didn’t eat in time, then had a couple of cookies. I thought that my elevated heart rate was related to the sugar. Meanwhile, I am having the same feeling today, no run and ate a decent breakfast AND lunch.
I feel like I am waiting for a bad report card, a bad, churny feeling in my stomach accompanied by an increased heart rate. I feel dread…but of what I don’t know!
It is another symptom of this depression, just a new kind of feeling bad.